I
grew up in the 1950's in Brockville, Ontario, where I
attended local schools. I was an average student,
mainly due to boredom, not talent: I can't recall ever
being challenged to think or create. 'Here are the
answers, write them down, then feed them back' ~ sadly,
that was public education at the time.
I entered Queen's University at 17 and perhaps because
I'd never been forced to really think or work independently,
I failed year 2 and left for the work force. That
same year I was 'de-enlisted' from the university naval
officers training program for having a 'lower deck mentality.'
After an eye- and mind-opening trip to Egypt and Greece
with my grandmother, I began my working life as a reporter
with the Woodstock, Ontario daily, The Sentinel Review
(At university I'd reported on and off for the Queen's
Journal). I was a good writer, but far too emotional
to make a good reporter. I remember the mayor having
to feed me tissues when I was supposed to be interviewing
him on his reaction to the JFK assassination. Covering
a car accident that killed two teenagers finally did me
in.
I worked with a slide rule for a year in the Fluid Dynamics
department of Canadian Allis-Chalmers in Lachine, Quebec,
and then joined the Reader's Digest as an 'advertising
sales promotion copywriter'. I enjoyed this job
immensely, but was let go after 4 years, I suspect because
of weak managerial skills, not poor writing output.
While with the Digest, I completed my B.A. at Sir George
Williams University night school (which included a creative
writing course with poet Irving Layton).
While looking through the classifieds, my wife Carol (a
Brockville girl I've known all my life and married in
1964) spotted ads seeking high school teachers and she
suggested that I would be good at it. It's funny
~ I'd had so little use for my own teachers that I'd never
once considered teaching as an attractive career.
Time, however, changes all opinions and, looking back
later, I realized the influence and importance of some
of my teachers in my life and thoughts. I got a
teaching job over the phone (this was definitely 'another
time, another place'!) and began teaching in September
1968 in Sioux Lookout up in Northern Ontario ~ and I loved
it! From the moment I entered teaching I was fascinated
with the field of education and, breaking all the rules
about not smiling until Christmas, struck up instant friendships
with my classes. From the start, it was interesting,
challenging, rewarding, and fun. For the next 31
years ~ including 4 years in Bracebridge, Ontario, where
I taught English and Journalism, and 25 years at Midland
Secondary School ~ I was passionate about teaching, learning
and the even greater rewards that being in the company
of friendly faces and active minds brings. And although
sometimes our studies were serious and seriously undertaken,
my classroom was a centre of creativity, music and good
cheer.
I think that I have been fortunate in being laid back,
non-threatening and full of humour ~ qualities my students
soon mirrored ~ because just by 'being me,' I was able
to encourage a lot of reluctant learners to try ~and succeed
at~ things they had never before attempted because they
had come to perceive themselves as failures. There
were no 'gift credits' in my courses, but by providing
students with real life work, lots of choice and encouragement,
and a real chance at success, I was able to get remarkable
results from many (some who 'aimed' for failure because
they'd never known anything else). Guidance continually
directed the 'misfits' into my classes where they were
welcomed and appreciated ~ and usually proved everyone
else wrong.
Now, the above isn't meant to present me as 'Superteacher!',
only one who genuinely loves kids, life and learning.
On looking back, perhaps I had the success I did (note:
there were failures too!) because of some of the events
in my past that became my most lasting 'teachers.'
1.
I knew failure: I had failed at university, been
booted out of the navy and been fired from a job.
But I also was no quitter; I believed ~and still believe~
'Success consists of getting up just one more time than
you fall.'
2.The death of our first son
Christian at 1¸ changed all my priorities about what was
important: 99% of the things adults worry about and maneuvre
for ~power, money, control, rules, pride, 'their share
of the pie,' etc. ~just disappeared from my life as I
came to realize that life and health were the only real
things that mattered. Looking out at the kids in
my classes, I am reminded that life is fragile and fleeting
and although I don't hug them physically, I try to 'hug'
their minds to let them know that, just as they are, they
are important and wonderful and unique. That doesn't
make my expectations of people's behaviour low, or cause
me to forgive rudeness or racism, but what it means is
that my perceptions aren't (I hope) cluttered with unnecessary
baggage; I see each person as a gift and until they prove
me wrong 3 or 30 times, I am their cheerleader/coach and
together we're going for it.
3.Working on 'civvy street'
for 5 years before entering teaching, I think gave me
a different perspective on what's important versus what
are mere education bookkeeping details. It's also
responsible for a greater 'direct-to-life' approach, both
in what I've taught and how it was presented. On
top of that, being 'different' myself has made me expect
and accept differences in others, differences that make
life both interesting and rewarding. When I look
at a class, I don't see 1 student X 30, all thinking alike,
all heading in the same direction; rather, I see 30 students
X 1, each a unique individual (even if they're identical
twins) and to be valued as such.
The differences in what's inside people was made very
clear to me in my first year in Sioux Lookout. One
parents' night I commented to a minister who was the foster
parent of one of my Native American students;
| "George
is a very bright and perceptive writer; the only
thing that's holding him back is that he never
speaks in class. His oral mark is very low." |
The minister
answered;
| "George
is Ojibway. In their culture, men wouldn't
speak except in some dire emergency ~
you have to learn to be silent when you're walking
the bush searching for game. Inside, George
is probably thinking all your talk about 'things'
is just so much prattle and he would lose his
dignity by lowering himself to empty chatter."
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This
was a total shock to someone like me who had been raised
in a culture where silences were embarrassing and you
filled the air with talk, even if it was meaningless.
It was a total shock ~ and a complete eye-opener.
Since then, I've looked out on my classes and seen students
from different countries, different cultures, different
religions, different economic backgrounds, of different
interests and abilities, and realized that no two are
alike. One has 3 brothers, another's an only child:
it all creates a uniqueness that can't be steamrolled
over.
4.Lastly,
as you may have guessed from my Jivin' Johnny nickname,
I'm a music nut and have been all my life. I have
over 45,000 LPs in the house, with almost no type of music
overlooked because I like it all ~
from Brahms to Chuck Berry, Hank Williams to John Coltrane,
Gilbert & Sullivan to Queen Latifah, Lyle Lovett to
'How to Belly Dance for Your Husband'! I read about
music, write about music, listen to 6-8 hours of it a
day, and use it often in my classes. It's an unusual
week that each of my classes doesn't study a song or use
music in their poetry presentations. At my last
staff meeting in June of 1999, the principal introduced
me as 'the world's oldest teenager' and I think it was
a compliment! Music has kept me young and I can
think of nothing I like more than swapping musical preferences
with a student after school or downtown. I turn
him on to the New York Dolls, he turns me on to Nine Inch
Nails. Music becomes not just entertainment (though
it certainly is that); it enters one's life as a vital
force ~ exploring and expanding the emotions, causing
one to weep or shout, perhaps even pushing away the borders
that separate us from each other.
Philosophically,
I do have some codes that I try to live by. They
are simple 'ways to live' that govern my interactions
with students and everyone else.
1. Try to do the greatest possible good, while doing
the least amount of harm.
2. Never take away a person's self-respect.
3. If you have a chance to criticize someone, don't;
you never know what hills and valleys that person has
travelled through to the place where you met him.
But,
if you have the chance to praise (not flatter, but praise)
someone, do...because if he doesn't deserve it for what
you're praising him for, he's probably done 10 other worthy
things that have gone unrecognized.
I enjoy life, and I enjoyed writing these books.
Thanks for listening.
Peace.
Jivin' Johnny (a.k.a. John Philips)
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